Just being me

over and over again

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 21:18:15 GMT

When i logged into livejournal today i decided to go back and read some of my old entries and do you know what I realized? Almost ALL of my entries have something to do with boys. And now so does this one..... WHY? Whether Im single or dating or happy or sad or whatever, I have some kind of situation with boys that i talk about. This must mean that it is impacting my life more so than other things. Its not like i write every aspect of my day or week in here, I just write about the major points, or what I feel are the major points. And without failure, some boy or boys as a whole end up making that list. I dont like that. It makes me feel dependant on having someone to fixate my attention. I want to be just happy and concern myself on other things. Maybe this isnt possible, maybe i'm just to "boy crazy" and i need to have that someone special in mind. Whatever the case I know that I need to start focusing less on guys (cuz thats not getting me anywhere) and more on things I can do for myself to improve my present and future.

On that note, there is a career fair at Cardi's furniture for sales reps today. I dont know any details I just overheard from someone in my class. I get my associates degree in Interior design in 3 weeks! Thats scary. Im growing up. But I am getting my bachelors i just want to get a part time job for now so that i can start getting some experience. Since I might want to go into manufacturer sales rep and consulting after i get my BA this would be a good idea. So I think I'm going over there in a bit. wish me luck!

Thats all for now!

Tue, 29 May 2007 21:42:54 GMT

I Love summer so much! I can't wait for school to be done too....2 more weeks! thats it, which reminds me of how much work i need to do before this quarter ends.

I have decided that i want a summer fling. lol.not anything too serious just someone i cant do fun things with and flirt with at the same time....sounds great right?? i thought so lol

ok im out...peace..lol

Sun, 13 May 2007 00:44:36 GMT

hey! quick update...

im getting a new car!!! seabring convertable-white- yea its pretty sweet!

I have another job

I'm dying my hair auborn i think

and im still single so obviously nothing is changing in that department!!

ok gotta go! loves

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 03:00:02 GMT

I'm so fuckin sick right now. Im home on a saturday night, not by choice. Its sicks. I really wanted to go out too, but im just wayy to sick. Whatever. Theres always next week.

Why is it that girls never fall for "a nice guy". Its always the one that doesnt call you for a week then decide to see you at their convienence and of course you drop whatever it is your doing to see them or for lack of a better word we will call him "the bad boy".And as much as I sit here writing this, understanding that, and yet i cant help it. I guess it has something to do with the predictability of a nice guy. Or maybe just when a bad boy does something nice it makes it feel so much more special then a nice guy who always is like that. Putting this into written words and reading it to myself, it sounds crazy, but believe me when i say it is true. And though i cant be positive of what it is about the bad boy that makes you want him, or what it is about the nice guy that makes him overlooked. its true. And Im not talking about a bad boy who treats you like shit. Cuz i would never put up with that. Just a more passive, laid back, go with flow, maybe i'll call you-maybe i wont, kinda guy...ya know??
I could go on for hours about this but for my sanity's sake, i wont cuz god knows i will rant on one way then in the middle of it i will start to realize the other side then do like a 360 of thoughts and it wont be worth it lol. I hate when that happens. I do that a lot when i think about stuff.....

anyway im going to sleep hopefully to feel better tomorrow.

Until next time..peace lol

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 04:14:27 GMT

I'm bored so I will ramble in here a bit.....

Subject: BOYS
"I cant live with or without you." I love being Single but I can't help but feel lonely in the relationship side of life. I wish sometimes I had that person that i could cuddle with and know that it means something. And I know this sounds really girlishly stupid but I can't help it. I dont know. I know I really need to be single for a while because these are the years that I should be living it up and w.e. You know? But then I also think that i could be out finding Mr.Right. If there is even a Mr. Right. I wonder if people believe in that one and only stuff. Like is there one soul mate? I use to absolutely think so. Now, im not so sure. Maybe there is and very few people meet their soul mate. Like, Some find people and make the best of it, some meet someone who isnt that far off, some find the complete opposite of their soul mate and it doesnt work out, and then maybe some do find their perfect match among this crazy world. But i dno. maybe its like we're all thrown in this without any plan and we just go from day to day thinking that theres something more to it. Wow that a crazy thought huh? that challenges a lot of religions not to mention my own personal beliefs, but i'm also open-minded and i dont like to outrule anything. So this isnt really about boys anymore but it did turn into quite the rant, im sorry lol.

I wish I was out of school. i feel so lazy with it, like i dont wanna do anything. O well few more weeks

Is it the rain???

Wed, 18 Apr 2007 22:11:41 GMT

Is it this constant rain for the past 4 days thats got me so down???? I feel like depressed. I def. think its the weather, but how strange????? How could something like rain affect your entire well being? I feel lazy, sick, tired, just blue ya know? Ever get like that? And I honostly think its bc of this stupid rain. weird.

My car doesnt reverse...........yeah i know what your thinking,and yes it does suck

sooo

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 23:46:40 GMT

So Im almost positive nobody reads this. lol. yet I still write. Thats a good sign. That means that I post because I truely write in hear to let out whats on my mind not to obtain attention from others. Not that its a terrible thing to comment on peoples journal or whatever, but I do this for me. That being said.....

O boys....
Your SO confusing!!!
I don't understand the male species. How are you suppose to know what they want or think when they keep everything to their damn self. Girls are probably way more likey to say or do something first to let the guy know how they feel. I just hate that. I dno. I just want to be open with my feelings but it gets so hard cuz guys never lead on how they feel. So its almost like in order to let him know how you feel you have to dive head first into a black hole and hope theres something to catch you on the other side. And Im just not ready to take the plunge.....haha how dramatic right? lol

But I'm not ready for a relationship anyway. Do you know.....(heres a little fun stevie fact for ya).......that i haven't been single for more than a couple months in 6 years! Every time I become single a few months go by and i throw myself in a relationship. This should be my time! I need to date and be wild. I think I'm gonna like these singles days!!!

I'll see what happens and I'll let you know!!!

Vaction!

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 21:31:43 GMT

So I'm officially on school break! I love it. I cant wait to sleep in and do nothing.

Last night was fun. spontaneous is good.

Im so overtired, i cant sleep. eh oh well.

im to lazy to write more lol.

think positive thoughts...

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 18:02:03 GMT

I must say, I'm in a much better mood than that of my last entry. I was soo stressed. Now, im better. I finished my finals. I have a week off then i start next quarter with all new classes. Also I think I'm going on a blind date this weekend. "Scared?" you may ask. I respond "no. nervous as all hell though!" I think its exciting, but its always exciting to meet someone knew. Its only a date. I'm not gunna make it into a bigger deal than it is....im still nervous though lol

So another stressful factor is that my mom, sister and I, have two weeks to move out. I dont know where we're going or if its even going to be a place of our own, but I know we're leaving. It's sad. I've lived in the same place since I was 4, and I always expected us to move, but it to be planned. i dont know. I'll let ya know what happens...

well im late to go pick up my sister so I'll talk to ya later..

WHY IS LIFE SO HARD

Tue, 20 Mar 2007 01:47:36 GMT

Oh life.
I'm at such an important stage in my life and I feel like I'm throwing it all away. I can't explain it. I'm single and doing well in school and have great friends (for the most part), but I feel empty. I feel like i don't know who I am and its confusing. I don't know what I want or where I wanna go. I'm just at a loss of words and I wish things were different. I need to discover who I am and I don't kno how.

new sn

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 16:06:11 GMT

this is a brief announcement to all!

I.M. Me I have a new screen name~~>> misslynn3387

I don't have anyones names saved so please im me!

Kisses!!!

oh yea and friend me on myspace! http://www.myspace.com/82059526

Fri, 19 May 2006 01:10:49 GMT

Hey everybody!!!!!!
I don't know if any of you remember me, thats how long it's been since I've updated! But this is a special occasion. Today was my last day of High School.....FOREVER. Isn't that crazy. I'm excited but kinda scared. it's completely the real world now.

The play is over. For those of you who didn't hear, we did the sound of music, I played Maria, and Ben Cobb was the captain. The show went great, I had such a wonderful time with the kids, and even the high school people who played kids. I love them all. and even though its only been like 5 days, I miss it so much. Thats my last High School play. Thats sad.

I had the art show this weekend too. I won two awards in the Ap section, on two pieces that I would have never guessed. But thats ok, different judges have different opinions.

I'm at Aarons house right now and I think we'r going to go watch some tv, hopefully when i get my lap top for graduation (insert excitement here!) I will update a whole lot more.

Loves and kisses!!

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 18:33:37 GMT

Stealing matts Idea. . .

If your read my journal, no matter who you are, post a memory of me, just a random, good or bad, memory. This should be interesting. . . . .

heyyy

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 13:02:51 GMT

Hey y'all!
Havent written in a real long time, heres whats been going on in my life

Theatre

thats it. No im just joking hahahaha. funny right. yea well lifes been good for the most part, not perfect but good. It was austin and I's 2 month anniversary not too long ago on the 18th to be exact. Hes just amazing. Matts home, and things were really great then one little thing happened that led to somethign else, but i was sooo over it by the end of the night and i think he was too. So thats good. Today we only have half a day, woo hoo. Its also my b-day. 17- not a very important year but in less then a month i will be able to drive with people in my car legally, cuz i NEVER do that now. Wnet to see Trojan women which was really good, i was proud of all my connolly people, great show! Our show is getting closer and closer. But now class is almost done so i will leave you with a farewell.

Farewell

how long it has been

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 17:32:56 GMT

Hello Hello, so much has been going on. I havent had my computer lately so i havent been able to update at all. Im at school now. Last period, friday. Yep. Haunted Battleship premier last night. There wasnt to many people but enough for an opening night i suppose. I miss Austin, I havent seen him in like 3 days and i know that sounds dramatic but o havent got to talk to him either cuz my phone isnt working. Its sucks. And i really need to talk to matt. That whole situation just sucked, and when i get to talk to him about it, im sure it will all be resolved. cuz i really didnt mean to be such a bitch.

Stress is getting to me and i feel like a bad person. Like just a cold hearted bitch. Am i really that awful. I dont understand why i say the things i do somethimes, i just need to forgive and foregt. Im just rambling on. . . . .

Im so bored right now. I have SADD afetr school today, which should be a fun time. Making Mocktails for competition. So yea. . . Im not going to waste your time anymore Talk to you all in person(which is my only means of communication) soon. Love you all!

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 15:26:34 GMT

So, the week went fast, went to Monday night Choir and on tue. went to the connolly auditions for trojan women, Congrats to all of you and your roles! but anyway yesterday was suppose to go watch a movie at austins (p.s. i cant remember if i wrote this down or not yet, but as of the 18th, early in the morning, Austin and I are official!)But we couldnt watch the movie because we didnt have time, ut i went over his house and mitchell met us there soon after and then we were off to fall riverto pick up some of sam's friends, on my way i almost crashed right into a merging car! but anyway then we went to the Case-Seekonk football game which to my surprize we won 28-8. Austin commendated the game for me lol. But then austin and I went to go meet some people at Eskimo King. I know all the people there but it was just weird because i dont really hang out with any of them except mitchell, so we left and after getting gas and some aimless driving, we walked down by the boat ramp, which was a good time. Although scary cuz i thought there was a creepy person swimmin by themself but it was a boat's buoy (spelling?) or something, there were alot of dead fish there too well, only like 3 but still lol. Babysitting tonight and then working tommorrow morning, joy. but atleast I'll have some money. But SUnday after work we can all do something for a little while cuz al will be off punishment!!! And i dont think anyones working, that would be awesome, been awhile since everyones done something, we need to start planning when we can go up to see matt too, when and who will drive and such! Hopefully soon. Well im talked out for now, perhaps i will type again soon.

perfectly content

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 23:25:45 GMT

Doing alot stuff with friends lately and keeping up with homework and doing things for Theatre, talk about juggling huh? Well i havent been juggling Sleep in there too much, but weekend is coming so woo hoo. Today I had an ok day at school, its too humid in that building to have more than an ok day, but after i went to Sams game and cheered for the Lady Cougars!!!!! Saturday is the Connolly football game, soo excited. then tommorrow night, i think we're going somewhere to watch a dvd jaimie has of some comedian. Good times, get to spend alot of time with friends and you know who else! gonna finish some home work then its off to bed early tonight. LOVE Ya All!!!

heyy

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 00:56:34 GMT

I feel very happy, but sad too. Sad that Matt isnt 3 seconds away, but happy for him too, Also extremely happy with a certain person (AM). . .but also nervous, u kno just little worries. He is so amazing, I cant even describe everything I think about him. But whats good is Im starting to find out more and more about him everytime I talk to him. I always feel like such a loser when I'll catch myself talking for a while and he responds with just little things, i wonder first*What is he thinking* second*God, what have i been rambling on about* Then thats when i usually say to myself Wow stevie your a loser. "But anywho. . " lol

School went by so fast today until lunch then the day slowed way down. Maybe that cuz I had Chem and Algebra, so you kno. Then I pulled props for "the Gift of Life" with Mitchell, then went to Austin's football practice with Alley, where we thought we found Austin, but turned out to be a freshmen who was using his jersey. First Football game is saturday, yay, i'll actually see a good team play, case doesnt win too often, but you never kno, maybe we'll surprize everone and have a good season. But then we took ben from auditions, went to mcdonalds where we caused several scenes, then to the park to swing. We then left to bring Ben back to Auditions and I brought Austin home.

I didnt Audition, well, because England is comming and if i want to attend, i need money and to obtain this money i need to get a serios job. Rehersal will conflict too much, and i really want to go to England, I hope M will understand.

3 More days untill weekend, and i hope the rest of the school year wont be me wanting the weekend this bad.

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 19:59:31 GMT

Matts off to college, he likes it there so im happy for him, i miss him alot, but hes not that far at all, we all just need to adjust a bit.

The "Love LIfe" is good, Im really happy, and excited, but nervous at the same time, but im starting ot relax more, i hate when i get all shy. But i thiks thats a good thing, it tells me that i really do like him, cuz im doing the best i can, to not act like an idiot or say stupid things, but hey, sometimes they just slip out. But despite my occasional stupid comments or my shyness, things are going really good, im so happy that all i can do is smile.

Im really happy with my classes at school and my teachers.

Im hopefully going to the Connolly Football game on Saturday. That would be fun.

I dont want to be home right now.

. . . . . .

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 18:59:09 GMT

Just spending my last days of summer with the people i love! I have like 5 more dyas left, but i cant say my summer wasnt amazing

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 00:58:39 GMT

HEY! Im really bad at this updating thing, o well. School soon, and im kinda excited. "Why?" you may ask, "Well...", I would say,(1) I miss friends i dont really see durning the summer (2) my days are long and boring (3) my schedule is kinda exciting, see. . .

-Visual Basic Programming (Mr. Shaker 251-001)
-US history 3 honors (Mr. Farrell 316-002)
-Chemistry (Mr. Lewandowski 421-001)
-Algebra 2 honors (Mrs.Chapman 222-002)
-English 11-1 (Mr.Carr 113-003)
-Visual Design (Ms. Blair 801-003)
-Acting 3 (Mr.Marcello 198-002)

If we share any of these classes please comment. Im sort of scared about the acting classs, not like scared like oh my god i just saw a snake, (that would scare me) but like i hope im in the class with most of my friends from Drama. Im really excited about visual design, I met Ms. Blaine today during the Prop Inventory, she seems wicked cool, i hope so. Im also excited about Mr. Lew. All my friends love him and i talked to him once and he seems so funny, i cant wait. I love Mrs. Chapman. Mr. Carr I heard grades essays kinda hard, thats awesome cuz im amazing at writing essays. . . . .yea right, i suck, i'll probablly fail every essay i attempt to write in that class.

The prop Inventory is over!!!! Monday and Tuesday we takeled the room, and today the tank. Surprizing we finished the tank today and it looks soooo amazing, like we can walk in it!!! lol. it was alot of hard work though. But finally its done and our Inventory is really specific, which is going to make pulling props alot better.
Im so glad its over

This guy i talk about in past entries, well yeah, ive come to a conclusion, he's an ass, a jerk, and a liar. And I dont really care anymore.

But thats it for now so NIght!

"How I wish, How I wish you were here. . . ."

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 00:44:55 GMT

I think about him alot, too much. I jut want to forget about him, but even when i dont see him its hard too, i cant imagine what its going to be like wen i see him more often. "o well"

Matt andI have so many fights, all of them mosty my fault, but then it ges better and then i remember why hes my best friend. The reality that hes goin to college hasnt hit me yet, but when it does it going to me like a stee glove in the face, and then I'll probablly cry. Even though hes not going to college that far away, its alo further away then im use to. i'l cross that bridge when i get to it.

Pipin is over, for nw, we might be havinganother benefitshowing of it in september. hat would be amazing i alread miss the music,the dancng,even the rehersals lol. that was a great show, its up there on my "I will miss his show" list.

I need to go to six flags before summer ends, its not a mater of want no,its anecessity!!! And we're gonna go camping again so mabe we can camp out after six flags. . . . .that would be fun i think.

i ust relized how long its been since i updated. .. .wow. . .

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 17:30:14 GMT

Its been a while since I last wrote an let me tel you this entry very much, contridicts he last one.

My past relationhip entry on July 9th, I was so happy to finally relizeall of that shit, if you read it you'll prob know (minus all the typos lol) but well I have a very exciting story for everyone who does kno who that person was . I haventsee him since the drama banquet (june 17th) and before the drama banquet I havent seen him since the lastday of school, which coincidentally was the day he alled and said w shoul pursue anyting. He sai he liked me alot but he was going away for the summer, bla blah, blah, i feel like shit doing this to you, blah blah blah. . .maybe we ca pick things up when i get back. . . BUT isnt it funny how after hecalld me that faithful afternoon of th last day of school, he didnt call me, he didnt try initiating conv online, nothing, I had to IM him, whatever. So drama banquet come, im excited thati wiull get to see him in perso, Im bound to get a reaction of somthing from him in peson right? NOPE, DENIED, SORRY STEVIE YOU SUCK!!! I saw him, he said hi, thats it, i go over to hi with jaimie to just chat, he talked to jaimie the whole time. Wadrobe cleaning, me"hey" him"hi" thats it, woopity fucking doo da. s a while after the wadrobe cleanout, later in june, he leaves, i tell him online, i hope he has a good summer. he says you too. So it goes on like that not talking at all,all summer, i wnt onlin once, he had hisaway mssage up cuz he was at camp, and i wroteto his away message knowing he checks those every saturday when he visits, "hey, hope your haveing fun, i'v been thinking about you alot lately, i miss u, hope to hear from you soon." never got any kinda response but whatever. (climax comin up) so megan comes to matts yesterday and we were going to a grad party, to you kno just stop in, cuz we were camping that night, and megan said he was there. So i go excited i was like im going to gt to see him after weeks upon weeks of nothing at all. so weget thee and i see him and I said "hi" (he was sitting with a group of people) he says "hey" and that was theextent of my convo with him tht day. I could tell he was tryng everything just to stay in thesecurity of his group, whatever not to come talk to me. And its hard to just go approach alot of people to single one out and just talk to them, Its no entirely his faultbut i jut built up my expectation of seeing him and aleast getting a hug. I mean god, we were friends first, but i dno, i just like shit wenever i thik of it. I know im going to sound like a great big pile of cheese when i say this but sort of heart broken. All of my expectationsfor the relationship were so high, i put some of my feelings aside to pursue something with someone that I knew was a good friend who i likedto be around and then just have everything gone, just dropped from you like you don deserve it. . . I dont undersand it all. But I do have an opinin of it. He wanteda way out of te relationsip (he acted fine whenever he was w/me bu w/e) so he was going away to camp for the summer. So early june drop me, have the rest of june to do whatever he wanted then go away. And ask for pickig things up when he gets back?...just something to leave me with, hope of some kind. so tht he backs up his "going away for the summer "excuse, well you know what... what am i suppose to think when he doesnt try to talk to me a contact me, he advoids me, am i suppose to be lef with that encouraging "when he gets back" story, i dont think so, not when he shows NO interest when iam around him. I just need some timeto get over it, until then its going to suck real bad, it sucks now. Its like fiding outa best friend lied to you and then geting tons and tons of evidence proving that he lied to you. I feel like an ass for falling for it. I really believed that he stiull wanted a relationship when he got back , not now though im not that blind or stupid. I still miss him though,and as much as I say I dont care,I do, I care for him so much I cant explain. I just need to forget him. . .

If you read that whole thing Iam proud of you

If you leave me a response of your opinion I would appreciate it

"I'm here wihout you baby. . . "

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 18:37:39 GMT

I finally relized last night that Ijust havet gotten over a past relationship. My last one, for eveyone who knows who I was dating . Well yea, I really like him still and hopefully when he gets to Swansea, I will tell him, because we only ended it because he was gong away. miss him alot, but i fee alot better that relized it. And eve though he wnt e back until some time in August, I can wait because i really likehim. I fee weird saying al this on my live ournal, but im a pretty open person, and I always write my feeling in here.

I love surveys

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 18:56:56 GMT

I stole this from Gina who ithink stole it from jess lol!

THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
*Something important on your desk* my cell phone
*When you sleep you wear* boxers and a t-shirt
*If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy* A nice car
*Something you don't have a lot of* money
*If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be* Photo Albums, my purse, stereo (Granted that "items" is not referring to people or animals)

MORALS
*If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to* chocolate -im such a loser-
*A time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally* I lied to an ex-boyfriend not gunna get into deails :/
*A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally* Im sure i hurt my mom more than a few time accidently
*One person you have killed in your thoughts* I have never killed anyone in my thoughts before to be honost.

FRIENDS:
*Three traits you look for in a friend* An advice giver, trustworthy, funny
*Who makes you laugh most often* Mitchell
*A friend who you can tell anything* Matt
*A friend you can got to for advice* Matt
*The best piece of advice you had been given* Follow my heart -how movie line is that lol-
*Three closest friends* Matt-Mitchell-Ben
*The friend who makes you use most of your energy* Mitchell

EGO
*Your 3 best qualities* creative-sarcasm-common sense
*Your 3 worst qualities* impatient, my blonde moments,sometimes carelessness
*Describe your Ideal self* i dno, i dont like this question, no ones perfect
*You are embarrassed when* I sing and hit the wrong notes :/
*The greatest physical pain you ever endured* Those cramps that start in your foot and go through your calf muscle all the way up your leg, those kill!!!
*The greatest emotional pain you ever endured* My grandmothers death
*Moment you are most ashamed of* i cant think of anythign im really ashamed of right now.
*Your best physical feature* I guess my eyes
*Who/What makes you happy* All my friends, family, my dog, shopping, the beach, the sunset, simple joys of life.
*Who/what makes you sad* funerals, not talking to a close friend fo a long time.

EMOTIONS
*Emotion you hide most* Hurt, sadness
*The emotion you tend to experience most* hyperness (is that an emotion) if not then the state of being content.
*The emotion you are feeling most lately* weirdness like im wasting time
*You have a huge amount of guilt regarding* some past relationships
*When you are angry you need* matt to vent to, and if its matt im angry with, then we fight lol
*When you are sentimental you need* take pictures or somehow get somethign that reminds me of the moment
*When you are in love you need* tell the person

MEMORIES
*One of your most peaceful memories* sitting on the dock at "swansea Beach" with Matt,Mitchell, Brig, Crystal, Alley, and Jaimie
*One of your most tragic memories* Grandmothers funeral
*One of your angriest memories* one particular fight with my mom, and one particular fight with Matt
*A memory that makes you laugh* Deanna and I tanning on "the froof" and "If my boyfriend or girl. . . . ",and when I was with Danna on Block Island "I want Sorbet!!" LOLOLOL
*A memory that makes you happy* I have alot with my friends!
*Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive* Charming guys
*Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive* Talk down to people or act sexist.
*Two things appealing about people* personality and eyes
*A personality trait you find appealing* a sense of humor
*Your secret passion* Taking pictures
*What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship* to have someone who you care for and know cares for you too.

RELATING
*DO you have a bf/gf if yes who?* nope
*What do you find sexy about them* (BLANK)
A place where you want to have sex: I think a romantic place would be a beach
*A strange place where you have had sex* virgin
*What drives you crazy (in a good way) about this person* (BLANK)
*What music is on when you have sex, or is it the TV?* again. . .virgin
*Describe your mate physically* Well I can tell you what I find physically attractive,-tall-dark hair-light eyes-broad shoulders- OR -tall-light hair-dark eyes-broad shoulders
*Describe your mate's personality* I like charming, caring, talkative(how boring is it to have someone who barely talks)-intelligent, funny guys
*You feel most attractive when* I dont
*Favorite thing you like to see your mate wear (clothing wise don't say naked)* (BLANK)
*What would you like your mate to do more of* (BLANK)

FINALLY
*If you had more time alone you would* go insane, i dont reaaly need alone time ever
*If you had more patience you would* i dno what takes patience. . .umm. . . build a house of cards lol
*If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be* weight
*If you had no commitments what would you be doing* Travel
*If you could have one super power what would it be* to fly
*If you could start all over...* I would change some serios things Ive done. . .and try harder in school lol